EPU “My Story” assignment


When my mentor, Tiffany Buckner, assigned for us to tell our story of what we’ve been through. My initial thought was “I don’t wanna go down that road again.” I try not to dwell on my past traumas because I don’t know what triggers will resurface. Once those thoughts flood my mind, I have no choice but to deal with them. Even though it’s a good thing to deal with the root cause of past hurts It’s still something hard to do. It’s easy to bury things, then to confront it because that takes courage. Not only does it take courage, but time and energy.

Yet after dreading over the assignment, it wasn’t so bad as I thought it would be. My soul was okay going through memory lane. Which lets me know I’ve come a long way in this journey of soul health. I can look at my past without being stuck there or afraid of my story. For my story no matter good or bad makes me who I am today. All that has happened in my life has aided in the shaping of who I am today. Through the bad events in my life I’ve learned to see God’s goodness in it instead the enemies' hands on it. God is birthing his goodness, himself through it all, for he is a master at turning what's meant for evil for good. He gives beauty for ashes, make what’s intended to harm you actually help you.

I’ve learned to take what I need in life and discard the rest. In life’s long and at time difficult process I hold on to the lessons, testimony, strength and grace. Those are the blessings that come through trial, tests, and tribulations I face in life. When my view of life change so did the memories of my past were dramatically altered. Life is what you make of it and take on it. I have a choice in how I respond to situations and what type of impact I want it to make on my soul. I’m no longer a victim, but victorious because my life is full of light and no longer darkness. When I’m in a dark tunnel of troubles I can see God’s light at the end, knowing I will come out on the other side. I not only wanna come out, but I'm coming out wiser, better, and stronger than I ever was before I got there.

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  1. UnknownFebruary 4, 2021 at 4:00 PM

    AMEN!!!!!!! Beautifully written and expressed. Stay encouraged sis on this journey of healing & restoration. God bless.

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  2. DaniFebruary 5, 2021 at 5:41 AM

    Amen sis! This is well written and I look forward to more blogs!

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  3. WhitneyFebruary 5, 2021 at 9:05 AM

    This is beautiful! You are pouring your heart out and its wonderful to read! Keep it up sis!! 💪🏿💞

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